Monday, September 21, 2009

Happy Birthday My Baby Girl!




Happy Birthday Eliana Jean Portman!

What a wonderful day to celebrate today, the day of my child’s birth
I can’t believe it’s already been a year, since she was brought on to this earth
It was a long journey for us to take, to create a life of our own
How could we have thought it would take so long, how could we have known
Two years our hearts yearned for a little baby to hold to tight
We thought about it constantly, every minute of every day and night
Everyone around us seemed to be happy for celebrating the sign
Because they were ecstatic to be blessed by those two little pink lines
We were very happy for everyone, now don’t get me all wrong
It’s just a bunch of mixed feelings we had, because we had been trying for so long
But wait is what we did, and the test and medicine we tried
We loved each other harder, we laughed, got angry, and cried
It seemed so long back then, but really went by in the blink of an eye
We were about to take a break for now, but decided on one last try
I had a vivid dream in the weeks that were to unfurl
That I was holding and singing to our new little baby girl
So a week or two later, we waited anxiously for hopefully our last test
And then one early morning Casey woke me up from my dead rest
She said, “Come here, I want you to look at something. I’m not sure what it is!”
I was barely awake, confused, and I really didn’t want a pop quiz
She pulled me into the bathroom and said, “What do you see?”
I was like, “No way? Are you sure you took this right?” This can’t be!
But a doctor’s visit would surely confirm any of our doubts we had
Casey was going to be a Mom and I, a new Dad
So we celebrated finally and the news began to spread
We now had to start planning, think about the steps, we needed to look ahead
So nine months came and gone, it really did go by so fast
But I was really glad to get all that nausea and bathroom breaks in the past!
So Casey labored for 15 hours, but the baby’s heart rate kept getting low
So they whisked her away, gave me a gown, to the surgery room we go
A C-Section was not how we envisioned this, it was not part of the plan
But none of that mattered anymore, as we heard something so grand
It was the cry of our baby, as she took her first breath into this world
She was so beautiful, she was finally here, our little baby girl
A few couple months were hard due to the lack of sleep we had
But that didn’t matter because I’m so happy to be a dad
I look at her now and she’s changed so much in a short amount of time
And I look at her older pictures and still can’t believe she’s mine
Oh my beautiful baby, I love you beyond what words can say
But know that you bring me great happiness everyday
So Happy 1st Birthday Eliana Jean, and know that you changed our world completely
Because you made this family of two, into a family of three ever so sweetly

Thursday, September 17, 2009

My SuperGirl!


Wow, this is my baby girl. My little SuperGirl. I can't believe in just two days we will have her first birthday party! She'll be officially 1 on September 22nd. I can't believe how fast it's gone. I'm just so excited to see how much she has changed in this one year. From a baby that couldn't walk and barely did anything, to a walking, babbling, beautiful little toddler (that loves to walk and get into everything) Oh and she's definitely a little monkey too because she loves to climb in, around, on, under everything too!

Her personality is really coming out lately. She laughs when something is funny to her, she'll definitely let you know if she's frustrated about something. Such as daddy gives her the toothpaste tube to occupy her for a few minutes, then takes it away.....yes, I got to hear all about how that made her feel!

She's also eating a ton...or at least tries and about half of it falls in her lap. haha. But all in all, she's growing like she should, she's healthy, and that's the best part of all of this. I was truly blessed to have Ellie brought into my life and on her birthday we will be celebrating not only her one year of life, but also the one year of amazing happiness she has brought my wife and I. Nothing can explain it really. It's such a different kind of happiness and love. Just thinking about the way she hugs me or looks at me and smiles or makes a face, just makes my heart laugh out loud with an explosion of happiness. Thank you so much for this little girl in my life.

Well, enough sappiness now. Get to a few more updates on her....she can now say a few more words like dog, more, milk, Mama, Dada, and hot dog. Yeah, I said hot dog. The show "Mickey Mouse - Clubhouse" sings a song with "hot dog, hot dog, hot diggity dog" in it and Ellie really likes it. She doesn't watch a lot of TV, but when Mickey and the gang get on, she usually will watch them for a little while. But that song gets her dancing and really excited. So Casey and I will sing it, to the best of our knowledge, and we usually just repeat the hot dog sequence over and over and that usually will get her dancing again. Well, I know it's been a while since my last update, but again, at least it wasn't a year! Until next time....